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[–] [email protected] 3 points 3 hours ago (1 children)

Oh that is so true. I hope you're one of the not introduced people here when it comes to Nyango Star. That would make my day so much more chipper. ^^

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sReGQj67HJU

I am 99% sure I know who the fuck that is under the costume. I only know one drummer from Japan personally that is so fucking completely unhinged on the feet and in the head. Probably Nao of Maximum the hormone. She's got some mad killer skills.

The Bass Drum & Hi Hat in that vid always mess with me. :D

[–] [email protected] 3 points 7 hours ago (1 children)

Oh damn I know this song. :)

[–] [email protected] 3 points 9 hours ago* (last edited 9 hours ago) (3 children)

Dang!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BysDRGDns0

:D

EDIT: That song is so weird to me. I can play that with my eyes closed, doesn't matter if it's on the keys or on the drums. ^^

[–] [email protected] 5 points 18 hours ago* (last edited 8 hours ago) (8 children)

Thank you. It's always been odd to me coping with fans. I struggle with that a lot. Why would anyone be a fan of this very depressed gal on the synth / keys / drums in the first place? ^^

[–] [email protected] 6 points 18 hours ago (1 children)

So not doxing myself here. :D

[–] [email protected] 8 points 1 day ago

Thank you! I'm still weirded out big time of yesterday's sudden situation, but I'm alright. :)

 

So, last night I had to attend a wake. I don't know if it's only a European thing, my sisters overseas might have to google that one up just in case, but yeah, it was odd. At some point one of my best friends waltzed in with this HUGE guy, like 2 meters tall, and his tiny wife went along as well. My good friend apparently told them who I am, and the huge ass guy and his tiny wife immediately went FAN MODE:

Yoooo, your album from 2008 is in our cupboard!

I'm a shy person and being this overwhelmed with fans, that was very strange and scary to me at first. But we had a good run. Just talking about music nonstop.

To me, which I could laugh about, was the fact that I'm doing very, very different music these days, playing a different instrument, just doing my thing and yeah, I had to share phone numbers with them so I can share what I'm doing now.

A really, really weird, but fun night. Music nerds meeting another music nerd... :D

[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Short answer: I drum a lot in my session room.

But joy? That word is weird to me. I just do music nonstop these days and I hope I don't happily walk in front of a train. That's basically it.

I find a little "joy" whenever I listen to certain music, or I'm playing certain music.

That's it. Sorry my response isn't a lot more happy than you hoped for.

[–] [email protected] 4 points 1 day ago

As much as I hate the software for various reasons - Discord.

[–] [email protected] 4 points 1 day ago (3 children)

Tech improved since then quite a lot, even now we've got fiber here in the middle of nowhere. But also we do take turns most of the time. Pick a song, play one part, the other plays the next one. We're also looping a lot of stuff. Like - 3, 2, 1 - Let's go! And while he's playing and I'm playing we watch each other on the screen. Helps shitloads for me regarding leg work on the drums.

[–] [email protected] 6 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago) (6 children)

Aw yeah, the Internet can be a bliss. Sometimes. Works great for me at least, trying to learn more drums. :)

EDIT: Fun fact - he's left handed and I'm right handed, so I can just mirror my screen during active sessions so it looks like he's right handed as well. ;D

 

So, a bit of background about me. I play the drums for fun, used to be a professional musician in the past and basically quit after losing most of my hearing during a live gig with my former band back in 12/2008.

I only started drumming about 10 months ago, I became fairly good quick thanks to some amazing teachers, but only play in my rented session room 4 fun. That is my personal safe space and my version of self therapy.

There's no BS going on in there, just me, drums, a couch for naps, a laptop with webcam for my teachers and a mini fridge for cool drinks.

I suffer from Dysthymia and right now I'm going through a phase of so called double depression again thanks to new meds I couldn't deal with. My thoughts were getting darker and darker, which is almost impossible in the first place, and my energy levels went straight to zero.

Got a text message last night and I thought: 'Ughhh, what's it now? Who wants something from me?' while snug up in my bed.

Yeah, who was that? One of my amazing teachers from the States (I live in Europe) and he was like:

Yooo, haven't heard from you in like two weeks? You doing okay? You good? You haven't booked any new training sessions either.

Yeah, not doing so great right now. It is what it is. Can't say when I want to book a new session to be honest. Everything's fucked in my head right now.

How about you get your ass out of bed and jam with me? I don't want your money, I just want to play with you together, because I think you're awesome and I love your style. I'll never charge money from you ever again, that's a promise. I just want to play along with you, girl!

THAT was a huge compliment. A living music legend like him saying he likes my style?

So, I took my bicycle, hauled my arse over to my session room - which is about 25 minutes away in the middle of nowhere (I live in the countryside) and we just played for about 3 hours until we were both so exhausted, just laughing together, sharing stories and we kicked back a few cold ones via webcam.

That dude is so amazing and chill. And I want to thank him for getting me out of this very dark place last night.

<3

[–] [email protected] 8 points 2 days ago (3 children)

I don't, but then again I'm suffering from dysthymia.

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ich📄📑🧾iel (startrek.website)
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Sie sind eine der unausstehlichsten Rassen in der Galaxis - nicht direkt böse, aber mies gelaunt, bürokratisch, aufdringlich und gefühllos. Sie würden nicht einmal den kleinen Finger rühren, um ihre eigene Großmutter vor dem Gefräßigen Plapperkäfer von Traal zu retten, ohne dass Anweisungen in dreifacher Ausfertigung unterschrieben, eingereicht, zurückgereicht, beanstandet, verloren, gefunden, einer öffentlichen Untersuchung unterworfen, wieder verloren und schließlich drei Monate in weichen Torf gesteckt und als Feueranzünder wiederverwendet werden.

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iel (startrek.website)
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Passiv-aggressiv? Kann ich!

Bonus-Bild:

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ich🥁iel (startrek.website)
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Sammeln ab 13:00 Uhr am Rathaus.

 

Sammeln ab 13:00 Uhr am Rathaus.

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Thart Agus Thart (startrek.website)
 
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Hi there. A friend of mine wants to get into Star Trek (finally, yay). She asked me which series would be a good start since she loves binge watching. I honestly couldn't say. My favourites are VOY, ENT S1/S2 & SNW, but I'm a big fan of all series and watched them so many times back to back (with the exception of DIS & PIC - only once and never again). So, instead I thought we could watch the top 3 episodes of each series and then she can pick one to start watching the entire thing. Let me hear your top 3 episodes of one or several series. Just keep in mind she doesn't know any of the lore yet. I'm really looking forward to see your takes.

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Ich🖖Iel (startrek.website)
 

Basierend auf einer wahren Begebenheit.

 

An old meme of mine from Risa, now sharing it here.

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Ich🧱Iel (startrek.website)
 

Bevor ich mich dann mal wieder ins Ausland verpissen muss, viel Spaß beim Anhören.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MT7mKnkEpjY

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